Electronic music has always been off-limits for women. The only female artist featured in a book about electronica that I read was Laurie Anderson! Why, in your opinion, are there not so many female artists [bands, dj's, remixers] in this scene? As a girl who does electronica, do you feel it is harder for you to be taken seriously?

I think that this is due to the lack of female idols and rolemodels that other girls and women can relate to. It really needs self - confident and strong female idols that girls can look up to, who can encourage and motivate them and that was missing in the electronic music scene for a long time. And there is just not enough knowledge about other female musicians/artists who worked on important and interesting musical developments, even if they are in the minority (take Bebe Barron for an example: together with her husband she was setting a miles stone in the fields of electronic music) .
Of course it is a fact that, for example, in the last century, because of the misogynist structures in society, innovations, inventions and further developments in music were triggered predominantly by men. Of course there were a lot of women involved, but unfortunately they often only could stand out in association with men.
But this is slowly beginning to change now. More and more women in electronic music get the acknowledgment and appreciation for their artistic work, but it is still very difficult and more of a struggle for them to get to this point.
It can be very intimidating and demotivating for a girl to work and perform in an enviroment that consists up to 90% of men. This is really out of balance and it's no wonder that the relationship here between men and women is irritated.
Speaking of my experiences, most men are just not used to this situation, when a woman or a girl enters "their territory" (e.g. if there is a girl in control of technology).
While some are cool and try to adapt to this new situation other men react very aggressive and ignorant. They give you very clearly to understand that they don't (want to) take you seriously. And this is the point where a lot of girls give up or start to compromise.
There are more female Dj's out there now than there have been a few years ago, but it's hard to find female producers and composers, who are creating their own music.They are still the minority.
I believe that, if women are in complete control over their creativity and the presentation of their personality and sexuality as self-determined people, the positive development in this direction will at some point apply to society, since music is still the strongest and most influential expressionist art form at this time. I also hope that there will be a lot more women that even take the risk of being role models for other girls and women.

But something is changing, and the male domination of the electro scene is attacked now by a number of women artists. Besides you, I just name Hanin Elias, Le Tigre, Chicks On Speed, Peaches, Miss Kittin etc. Why now, in your opinion? Which artists do you feel close to?

I don't feel close to any of the artists named above. But I think that this is a good development and I believe that there will me more women doing also different music styles and conquer a lot of other musical scenes in the near future.
It's important to stress that the male domination of the music scene can never be attacked by the quantity of women, but only with the quality of their work. Our music must be a danger to the structure thart doesn't give women credits and even exploits them.

The 10 artists who most influenced you.

James White/Chance
Alice Coltrane
Herbie Hancock
Miles Davis
Freddie Hubbert
Sun Ra
Claude Debussy
Frederic Chopin
Destroy All Monsters

What inspires you when you write music? Life? Movies? Books?

When I feel the need to express I start creating. I always recreate my feelings, thoughts and certain atmospheres of a moment that has already passed into music.
Often it needs images that seem alien - In music it is about finding new sounds and creating new worlds with them…
Most of my music is inspired by the feeling of not belonging to anywhere, to any scenes etc., the feeling of isolation, alienation from society, sexual rituals, violence…
It's certainly movie scenes and their moods that have triggered a lot of musical ideas.
My GEIST record "She - Satellites , Poison Lips", for example, was inspired by old 50's sci-si and horror movies. The special atmosphere of movies like "Carnival of Souls" and "The Hunger" gave me ideas for interpretation on some of the tracks on the album "Cold Metal Perfection".

How do you write your music? What equipment do you use?

Before I start to program the tracks, I'm creating a library of sounds for each project.
I improvise on different keyboards and sythesizers like the Nordlead2, Moog Prodigy, Roland SH - 101, Jomox SunSyn, Sequential circuit synth processed through a chain of various analogue effect machines ( for example, Roland Space Echo Delay machine, Eventide H3000 Harmonizer) and different kinds of guitar distortion pedals - effecting and distressing their sounds. I record everything on Dat and then sample the parts that I want to use.
I use samplers, such as the Akai s1100, Yamaha A3000 and the Yamaha A5000. They are the center of my production, where I layer and again effect and manipulate the sounds and drum sets - it's the most time consuming, but the most important part in the production of my music.
For arranging, editing and sequencing I use the Creator/ Notator software for the Atari ST1024. I prefer this program, because I'm able to write the lines and program the beats in notes, since I'm used to read notations.
I added the Pro Tools system to my studio set-up 2 years ago, which I use mostly to edit and/or re- arrange the finished tracks in the end, for vocal synchronisations and remixes.

What are your plans for the future? Records? Collaborations? Tours?

I am currently working on two projects simultaniously: Since three months I am in the studio with Alec Empire. We are recording new material for his forthcoming new release, where I'm contributing my soundscapes and effects.
I'm also working on my own musical ideas and recording my new solo album at the moment.
For more updates and information people can visit www.digitalhardcore.com.

Any suggestion to girls who want to make electronic music? Is it an expensive and difficult affaire like the boys want us to think? What equipment do you suggest for a beginner?

I think that the choice of equipment depends on what you want to achieve - that's something people need to find out for themselves. I started out with relatively 'cheap' and old electronic equipment, lots of guitar effect pedals and synths. In the beginning I borrowed most of the equipment from other musicians and friends I knew.
I learned to use each gear by fully concentrating on the singular piece, which means getting as much out of it as possible and often working it to the limit. In the beginning I was very unpatient and so excited about the generated sounds and of course in general to do music with electronic equipment, that I wanted to bring my musical ideas with the least technical effort in the most direct way onto tape.
The 'White Heat E.P.' and 'She -Satellites', for example, were recorded with a minimal set-up
(2 Synths, 2 delay pedals, little pocket sampler and everything was recorded on a 4 track machine). Everything was played and arranged 'live', which means by hand without sequencers and editors.
I experimented with a lot of different gear connected in various, all possible chains to achieve and develop sounds, soundscapes and noises. Especially during my time in ATR I specialized in producing/generating noise, noise loops and pulses and also improvising noise to a rhythm.
In 2000 I began to work with a much bigger studio set-up including Pro Tools and an ATARI 1040 as sequencer.While that 'live' and improvisational approach is still a very important part in the process of creating my music, I'm now spending a lot of time on the writing of the music and programming as well.
A couple of practical tips when you want to buy equipment and get started with it:
When you go into a store, you should have read about the equipment you think of buying, before you go there. So the more self-confident you act in there, the further you get. It helps to read magazines which are specialized in that.
Don't be scared to ask others for help.
As equipment I can recommend any samplers, used ones, cheap ones.
Those DJ pocket samplers make sense in the beginning, because they are the simple version of a professional sampler: So if you understand this, it's easier to understand the next step. Effect pedals for guitars are cheap and sound good. 4 track tape decks, they are analogue and sound good. If you can afford it, buy more expensive stuff. But you should try stuff first before you spend all your money. I don't recommend downloading plug ins and soft synths because they sound cheap and bad and you can't transfer them for professional use.

Do you see yourself as a feminist? What does it mean to you to be a feminist?

A lot of people use the term "feminist" in different ways, positive and negative. That's why I became very careful about using it - very often it can create misunderstandings. I use the term a lot, for example in discussions or interviews, but only if I know or feel that the other person I'm talking to has the same idea of it as I have or if it fits the context.
For me it means the true self-determination of women. Our society is far away from that. Feminism is about having the opportunity to make your own decisions and living your life as you want to live it, not in any way that society ( men in particular) wants you to live. So being political thinking, acting and fighting as a collective for these ideals or building a network between women and girls must be a strategy.
But the most important point for me is to focus on what I do best and this is music.
Unfortunately. many girls have great ideas in theory, but when you actually listen to what they really do, it isn't powerful enough to change the image of female musicians. But at least it can be seen as a start. So I avoid dissing or criticizing other girls in public, because it is only demotivating and it divides the scene.
It is important for a girl like me to separate myself from other boys or men to be able to go my own way. Especially when I work with somebody like Alec Empire in ATR or in his new band. He has a strong idea of what he wants to do and he influenced so many people. So when I do my own stuff I need my own space to develop my own ideas. This is how far 'separatism' goes. When I can learn something of a man, it's ignorant not to do it just because he is a man. If I start to feel "manipulated" into a direction that I don't want to go in, I leave and work in my own universe.
Overall, I agree with a french feminist who said "Every feminist has ( her ) own private feminism".

Both Alec and Hanin have recently put out solo records. What's your opinion on them?

I personally think Alec's double CD " Intelligence&Sacrifice", is the best album he's done so far. And I'm glad that he made that move towards a 'solo career'. CD2 defines the future of instrumental electronic music.
When I first heard the material, I was completely blown away. It is deep stuff, real deep and intense. It seems like everything else has lead up to I&S. It brings a total new vibe into the scene.
I also like that it sounds more serious than his previous stuff.
On Hanin's recent album "No Games No Fun", I like the tracks that Khan did best. He understands to write the music that suits her personality and her voice - the songs came out very sexy.
For my personal taste the music on this album could have been more experimental and 'risky' and I was missing a bit of the intensity and aggressivness of her previous album "In Flames" .
But I think it's a good move that Hanin chose to work with a number of other producers and musicians on this album, which gives it an interesting variety in music.

What do you do when you don't do music? What are your hobbies?

Nothing really. I only focus on the music at the moment. The last 2 1/2 years I did some artwork and designs for DHR (for example: ATR, Hanin Elias, Lolita Storm, etc.) and GEIST. I was also showing my works in art exibitions, but I decided to concentrate fully on music.
I have no other artistic activities besides music and artwork. Music has always been most important to me and doing artwork complements the whole process of making a release and being in complete creative control over it.

Are you a vegetarian? What's your favourite food?

No, I'm not. I like anything fresh and healthy: vegetable dishes, fruits, salads, seafood raw or cooked…I like Japanese and Italian food best.

Any new band or artist out there that you think we should check out?

Last year in November I've been at a concert of ERASE ERRATA in a very small location here in Berlin. It's an all-girl group from San Fransisco and they are playing No Wave style music - short instrumental tracks, performed very fast and hard, with a really cool and expressive singer.
This was one of the freshest and most inspiring shows I have seen in a long time. Definetely worth checking out!